Friday, August 31, 2007_'10:21 PM
Today was teacher's day celebration and ACES day...which is like all children exercise simultaneoulsy... haha was super tiring lah...walk very far..until bartley...but thank god for miss toh to entertain us with her "boys...boys..." haha and during the walk this sentence came out of her mouth 5 times.."soo yong, please walk IN FRONT"...i was like T.T why? haha heck care then the whole walk end up talking to her...oh ya and we were like the LAST class to leave the school my goodness lah they bully
then after the ACES day i went back to SGPS to visit like practically only...less than 5 ppl? haha because like ALOT teacher transfer le...so only went back and talked to miss lim yingqi, mrs sahadevan and one more...how can forget? mr Santee Lim!! haha was like so chong dong when i saw him because like miss him so much and then i saw him in the staff room...i go bang the window...(knock nia la, i am very gentle and nice ok^^) heehee...so ya lo, talk to him and then was like as if for 10 yr never see...then i recgonise his perfume lei! then i ask him...wei! i remember your perfume smell! haha since last yr till now tt smell! then he say 池容, 我買香水都是一樣的wor! then i say: see, my sense of smell not bad right! heehee...then was the concert at 11...omg! i forgot to add, when i went back there got ALOT of cutie p1s! they were like so cute la i felt like playing catching with them...hee my love for children...i was like so excited! then the p1 sang 寧夏! the action was SUPER Cute! and i was like showing my support by singing along with them...i mean like its such a nice song! haha shenmiren! must teach me the actions ya:)..then another song sung was 當你孤單你會想起誰 by some students...yep, sang along with them too:) then after the concert went home...and relax..heehee
then came home, bathe, eat lunch and talk to god-kor kor for like 2 hr 2 min and 2 sec..haha pro man...was so cool! then went to my cousin and grandmother house in [censored]...omg there were like ALOT of "chicken" running around in thier slutty clothes lah..staring me with horny eyes..yucks man, like why must they stay in a red light district? somemore its those kind of shophouses then downstairs thier house always kana floode with "chicken"...haiz BIRD FLU arh.. then next to my cousin house is a [censored] shop selling certain toys...you know wad i mean...omg la its chao scary la...hate to go there...pfft!
today is the [dunno how many years...xD sorry^^] anniversary of my paternal grandfather...its like 20+ yrs? way befor i was born he left us le...i am like kinda sad i cannot see him because i wonder how he was like...loved him tho...dad has told me many wonderful and touching stories abt him...i am just so proud to have him as my grand-dad but a pity he died at like a super young age of 52:( hao ke xi wor...but ah-gong, even tho i am your 10th grandson, and that i have not seen you before, i would always remember the great things that you have done and you will always be in my heart...I love you:)
Thursday, August 30, 2007_'3:52 PM
hihi todae was an awesome day...haha except for certain parts which can be found in my blog ONE...shall post the other things here...
haha had chinese oral todae, (thank god i did not screw things up)... conversation did not involve any snakes at all..phew! it was about caning instead...T.T so i expressed my views PROPERLY this time round..hee^^ ok shant elaborate much about it...haha
like todae daniel kor was like so nice! haha he waited for my oral to finish already then go home together^^ haha then like playing playing all the way we had non-stop fun:)))
hehe..guess wad i got...miss tricia lim the out of class pass again...now with me...if i am in a good mood i may return it to her tomorrow...if not next time school re-open. haha
lol haiz just so many things happen in school today...lol then was like so fun...haha might blog tonight again...
bye^^
Wednesday, August 29, 2007_'4:35 PM
hi there...haha just got home because i stayed back for maths remedial...yes i know, with miss tricia lim...so haha but was fun ok...we like joked with each other all the time non-stop lah...then kana suan by her...dang it lah always lose to her:(
Ian: Miss Lim you know outside our class got vomit?
Ms Lim: eee! go ask the cleaner go clean lor...if not how? leave it until tomorrow morning arh?
Ian: yes! i want to see wad happens to overnight vomits..
Ms Lim: **laughs** ok lor, since u so fascinated you go and take some of the vomit and bring home and tell me wad happen tomorrow lor..
Ian: eee yucks la...you do first then you tell me lah...
Ms Lim: no i dun want...
Ian: -.-"
see, kana lost in a suan match...haha but was chao funny la todae...then i ask her give me a sweet she say cannot...hmpf. oh wells, i gotta go and make cards for teachers day and i still havent buy the materials yet...T.T cannot waste time le...maybe tomororow go and buy if i have the time...haha
signing off now...cya:)
Tuesday, August 28, 2007_'4:47 PM
heyhey...been 2 days since i posted...haha..hmm yesterday i was busy with maths revision so din have the time to post...so lets see....hmmm
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Alvin was absent...poor thing my goodness he was sent to hospital due to appendicitis...bet was like so painful? haha...so i move to his desk...can play the windows...hee^^ then who knows arh, the miss lim come and shout:"where is Ian Lim"? then i was like: HEY MISS LIM! then she say why arent i at my original position...i was like diao? one seat away only wad...then she say cannot sit there because she want me to be at my original position..pfft! then i was like murmuring: woah piang, one desk apart you also gam-wan issit? then she go reply me! she said yes...then i pack my bag and move back lo...T.T
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todae, was like the BEST and LAST softball game we had...was chao awesome lah...i managed to do a homerun...was like damn song man...haha first time i did the team proud...and even mr leong was proud of me! heehee...then after PE was again E-MATHS! haha miss Lim came in and i went to take files for her then never return her out-of-class-pass...hehe, kept it with me:) then after class ask her if wanna go movie this friday she say going to Jurong Bird Park...diao? now bird flu eyyu go there...not scared of bird flu arh? T.T so nvm lo, we gg ourselves instead...but if i not gg to movie then i go with eunice to BPSS and wish stephanie teacher day kuai le...haha so cool! then stayed back in school due to the pouring rain...haiz but was ok cos kor kor was there.. x) haha then talk to him...lol then as usual, we went home together lo...hee...jus like gg to the bustop wif him...can talk and laugh at the same time...thats why now i very happy de...haha and guess wad? my mum, church and school friends told me something all the SAME which i cannot stop laughing...haha..[censored] cannot say..only those who told me know...heehee^^
gtg mug le...thursday got test..RAH!!! hate it...haha cya:)))
Sunday, August 26, 2007_'5:04 PM
woohoo! todae's sunday school lesson rocked! haha the kids were like un-enthu at the beginning until serene and i sped up the song and they were like "with christ in the vessel we can smile at the storm!" hahaha was so cool! Next week is open session so no sunday school class:( Then when i go back on the 9 september i will resume my last session by teaching them biblical studies...Chapter 6 on Samson and Delilah...haha...
Went emo during church today...cos no mood to be happy until after c.g then eunice and i started joking and laughing at:
1) xxx, because he passed a bad comment to eunice, kim and chua so we indirectly go say sth bad at xxx...ever heard of this saying:男人不報非君子...not sure whether the Jun zi is right but it means that a man isnt a man if he doesnt take revenge... haha... in other words, an eye for an eye...But he did not get it, so not my problem and i dun care...
2) Lunch...we called steph to ask her where she was, but no response...then call grace, we thought she picked up and we were like "GRACE", then came "her response", 'record your message after the tone...beep' so we were like damn malu lah...haha but its ok, then we call Jordan...He say hello that time eunice picked up and he said"Hi Ian" then eunice became Ian and I became Eunice... haha then he was like hello eunice...lol was chao funny lah...then had lunch together...then ming hui and peter come join us...Lol.. was kinda fun!
now i am home...all alone...haha bloggie time le...heehee... I felt that today's bible study was great because it was abt discipleship...was very good discussion and i could just feel god's word going into me...the feeling was so great to be fed by his word spiritually...and i can tell that god has a special plan for me...first, i flipped to Matt 4:19, then the fan chui my pages to Matt 11:28-30 and guess wad the verse was..."Come to me, wall you who are weary and burdened, and i will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle amd humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light"...It came to me for the 3rd time within this month! First time was when jordan tagged on my blog, second time was the church bulletin, they like capped this verse and 3rd time was todae! Does god have a plan for me? hmm...will just have to wait and see! But steph told me that this verse is to help me in my mood swings and emotional breakdown...so must kambate! and remember this verse! haha...
heehee so much things i have posted and now my hands are very tired...Lol but i must say i had a great c.g todae and a great time with Eunice...we kept laughing and talking all the time... wanted to blanjah her a drink but she dun wan<_<>
signing off now so yupps, see ya soon:)
Saturday, August 25, 2007_'9:59 PM
hey hey
now bloggie-ing because i have nothing better to do
hmm...Watching CSS2 now, so far Shawn in the lead...JIAYOU! hmmm now very tired...having a mild mood swing again...not sure why, hmmm maybe its back again, all of a sudden i dunno...
Anyways Eunice, sorry lah...haha forgive me...nd i know that you have already ya:) THANKS! haha smiles:))
Tomorrow Jordan is coming to church...so happy...and i can see my students too! but i can tell you tomorrow sure emo de...until my mood swing subside...
gonna sleep le..Hope to go to church with a happy heart...Pray for a miracle that my mood swing will like be gone then can have fun<333
Nightes:)
Friday, August 24, 2007_'8:55 PM
heyhey
todae so far no mood swings...hmmm got back my theory workbook todae and mr leong wrote a comment..was super touching lah! omg he said: "its a pleasure marking your work, Well Done!"
Its so touching to know that ppl finally appreciate me le...haha, in fact, that really made my day..so...yupps<33
hmmm todae kana by miss tricia lim again... this time for talking in class she was like:"Ian Lim" and i was like...errrr..ya? and she just look away...ok lor she dun care i also dun care lor continue talking...dun care...then again i kana because i stand up...then she say "ian lim why you standing up arh?" and i was like: "But miss Lim i teaching him how to do the angle bisector" and then she say take a chair over and blah blah blah....lol very fun to ka-qiao her...lol...5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0, minus 1, minus 2...ok 1E1 thursday you stay back for [xxx] mins...haiyo...ok enough abt her... omg! look at how much i said...now waiting for god-kor kor online so can talk...haha man, i realli dunno how to go church this sunday...sure have mood swing and become emo de lor...haiz will shall see when the time comes and draws closer...
tomorrow is the Campus Superstar 2 final le...haha i am hoping shawn and keely win...they are gd...shant critisise abt the other two here in case thier blinded fans come and hantam me... haha all i can say is Jiayou wors! will support eyyu guys! all the best! haha...
hmm was skimming through my photos and came across these two:
Pic #1: Racial Harmony day on 20 July i think... L-R: Samuel, ME, Jordan...the 3 best buds...lol like each time i see this photo, it would always remind me of how we spent our happy days in primary school by making fun of each other, saying Jordan: eyyu lurbb miss ang! haha all the happy days...now that we are seperated into 1E2, 1E1 and 1E3, this bondage did not penetrate us thru our friendship...we still remained the 3 happy budds! haha will always remember eyyu samuel and Jordan! you guys realli have helped me in my times of need esp. last week...Thanks! Lurbb eyyu guys forever!:)
Pic #2: this is me! (again) and my god ge ge! haha we took this like a few wks ago at the staircase...he is also one of my "en ren''...he's always there for me when i'm down, always ready to help me and cheer me up! I am so happy to know some1 like him...lol if not i would never know wad to do...I remember how we first met...in the same school bus...lol we would always go to e back and sit down there and talk and play...lol but now we are mature le.. we dun play (well ok i still do..xD)...kor, thank u for helpin mi in my most crucial period last week...to be there to help me and talk to me thru the phone...will always remember eyyu too! lurbbs(:
Lol i have found out something...whenever i am sad, i will look at these two pics becos they are all my friends/bros for LIFE! haha will always lurbb them! (not THAT kind of lurbb tho...) brotherly, friendly lurbb:) i am so happy and blessed to have such good friends like them! and not forgetting eunice, stephanie and jordan tan! lurbb eyyu guys too! haha:))
bye bye! *winks!*
Thursday, August 23, 2007_'3:43 PM
hihi...just came home from school thanks to miss tricia lim thanks lots ya...for making us draw some stupid arc...wad the firetruck lah, just because class noisy go make us stay back..<_<
Haha ok i shall try to have a postitive outlook and not let this affect me ba...hate to go into mood swings...hmmm...but why do i still feel it sometimes?ok nvm...shall change topic...haha...
Todae before music lesson started sheng quan go wave at me i was like hello! then i show peace sign...dunno why he luff...diao? haha...am i such a funny guy to him? lol...i dunno lei...only he got answer haha...if that is funny, wait till he comes for my maths lesson...hehe...
sian now nothing to do...hmmm shall i study for my maths test first? or my history? i think history test ba because its tomorrow while the oil bucket test is on next thursday^^ i tomorow got
Oh ya before i log out...Thanks daniel kor! haha thanks for waiting for me after school...so sorry to hold eyyu up..thanks to that trishaw lim lah...haha...and thanks for waiting for the bus wif mii! haha lurbbs:)
see i todae so happie....be HAPPY too K? HAHA...bye bye(:
Wednesday, August 22, 2007_'1:07 PM
cooped up at home...all alone...why? because of my sickness...forbid me to go school todae... hmmm wonder what my friends are doing in school...so boring...might post at later at ard 5+ if i have the time...i am again having a mood swing...i dun feel like doing anything at all...i just wanna CRY...cry alone by myself... so that i can be isolated from everyone...dun wan to see anymore of hatred...
What triggers my mood swings...hmm...when i am experiencing friendship problems...its hard to tell and control...but having problems wif..[censored]...i suspect [censored] is ignoring me again... hmmm not sure why...[censored] say not angry wif mii...but wad abt hate mii? nvm... i have given up anyway...if my friendship with [censored] is going to be like that, i have to live with it...alone and lonely...
So sick, so emotionally hurt...why do i have such things befalling on me? Am i not a good friend to all of eyyu guys? i have tried so hard to live up to eyyu guys' expectations...so that i wont lose eyyu guys...but seems that i have failed badly...I tried to be myself, also dun work...so what exactly do eyyu guys want me to do? DIE and then happie? if that is the case, i dun understand why ZhiZheng had to stop mii from killing myself...He should have just let mii overdosed rite... i am willing to do anything to get my friendship back...ANYTHING...even if it costs my life...
Tuesday, August 21, 2007_'6:24 PM
hey... ok these two days had been kinda wild so shall blog about it ya:)
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Got back my science practical results and here are the results...
Biology: 4/5<---happii becos bio rox
Chemistry: 1/5<---Pro right? likke chem so much but yet i fail it...<_<
Physics: 5/5<---sickening man...hate it soo much yet i did so well...><
total got 10/15... ok ok nia Haha..
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Edwin kana caning 2 strokes for defiance...then mr bon wa lao..he arh...cane until si buay jia lat...i felt so sorry for edwin...and when "whoosh" went the cane, a tear just rolled down my cheek automatically...i was like so sad even tho he is just a friend to me...i felt so so sorry for him... Todae was ok lah...haha or you can say my one week death anniversary if i died^^
Ok now i going to reply my posts...
shenmiren: ok ok 對不起吧...又不是故意的lor...haha...當然啦! 我是最喜歡繁體字的lo...超better than the chinese we use....哈哈...好吧, 如果我心情不好的話, 回想起我的最最好的朋友: shenmiren, eunice, chua and kimberly 好嗎? lol...謝了wor!
charlie 哥: yo charlie ge! haha thanks for your encouragement and tips ya...yea will remember eyyu guys! haha and thanks again for your help and concern:)
Gerk Sin: thanks for your prayers ya! Glad to have eyyu as a freind! lurbbs
Sunday, August 19, 2007_'4:29 PM
todae was an average day...was so nervous when i teached sunday school...was very nervous... Then i changed song last minute to "If my life were likke a car"...Super nice song and it is also very meaningful...Next week i will be teaching them songs again...gonna recap on "If my life were likke a car" and starting on a new song "with christ in the vessel"...the actions for tt song is likke super cute...
Todae went to church with a little heavy heart...then after sunday school went to discuss with serene about next weeks plan...so ya that was all and then saw peter! haha catched up a lil bit and he asked mii how am ii and ii was likke err...ok, having emotional breakdown lo...then he was like shocked and asked if can do anything to help...but i kindly refuse lah...then he say will keep me in prayer... so nice of him...thanks peter! much appreciated<3
hmmm, after next week, on the 2 Sept got no lesson...open topic...so cannot have lesson...sob sobs...then on 9th sept is my last week with them...=(..But i look forward to it as i will be teaching bible studies...so should be ok(=
Todae had debrief with e committee for 110807 except for Kim and Jia Hui dunno where they go after cg...so ya had it w/o them:(
next week is my duty to lead worship for cg...maybe go and teach the sunday school songs...=p haha so random...anyways, i am hoping for a better week this week...cannot stand wad happened last week...but at least now over and all e misunderstandings cleared...But will still owe ppl many things, likke thank you notes...to inez, steph, jordan, eunice and peter...
-Ian-
Saturday, August 18, 2007_'9:04 PM
hii...
todaee wanted to sleep but went to amk hub in the end to watch rush hour 3...x) was super funiie...I am very tired now...
tomorrow ii have to teach sunday school worship by miiself...ii am liike super scared larhs...wad iif ii screw thiings up? surre darn embarrassiinng de lor...
okie i shall now reply my posts...
gerk sin: thanks lots for ur ecouragement ya(=
eunice/stephanie/jordan: okie will come to church tomorrow k, see ya then(=
shenmiren: hello 林方達老師(see i so smart right, remember how to spell ur name correctly...should give credit neh! Rare people likke me can remember ur name de hor...self praise self praise...xD)但是人家有困難想自殺...aiya 很難說 lei...對不起ba...i will 咬緊牙根, 堅持到底的wor...你一定要相信我hor...x) 我這幾天很忙, 有很多測驗, 不能回去看你們...真抱歉! 我本來national day eve 要去看你和mrs sahadevan 的...但是又很多東西, 非常非常的忙..pfft...真討厭...但是, 我很想念你們lei...我真的希望能夠看到你們的wor...一定要等我hor! haha..
i wanna go zzz soon le...haha super tired..night night and dun let the bed bugs biite!
Friday, August 17, 2007_'9:58 PM
hullo first...posting now because sian...haiz this was my most horrible week...wanna knoe?
MONDAY: was sad
TUESDAY: almost committed suicide
WEDNESDAY: mood was ok...still can survive
THURSDAY: not bad...wont diie...Happie to be friend wif xxx again.
FRIDAY: Average...41% bad, 51% good
So how? sian right.... haiz ytd got Biology, Chemistry and Physics Practical exam...Biology got 4/5...ok ok nia lah...yucks lah because of my stupid onion skin cut too thick then lost one mark T.T...chemistry and physics not sure...hope for the best nia
Todae veri borred...waitting for my god-kor kor to online but he havent..when can he online lei? waiting and waiting...Could he be busy? not sure...