And I am scared. A teacher told me that she actually read my blog... Gah, I am scared mans. Hopefully I didn't say anything bad about her lor... If not I will be in deep sh^t. But according to memory, I didn't ba. Not that I am saying this to comfort myself, I really think I didn't say bad things or complain about her. Lol only described how her lessons were... That's all. Well, I guess I will remove the archives then... I think from now on cannot rant here about teachers ler... Lol scared wait they see and then I tio punished. Just say the good things lol. :)
Tomorrow its Taiwan yo! Finally the day is HERE. Like oh mans luh, waited for 2 months for this day... Suddenly no mood already. Lol wait so long until my mood dampened. But tomorrow morning sure got mood one. So its okay. Lol XD
When I arrive tomorrow I will go straight to 高雄 and then spend a night there. Woot~ Going around by public transport... Gonna be super fun and interesting:) Heh. Neh. Beh. Geh. Oops* randoming again:X
I think I wont post there even If i could bah, lol wanna post together with some pics. Maybe I'll just post a hi, bye, how are you kind of post:)
Lol Okay thens, see ya'll back on monday! Weeeeee taiwan tomorrow yo!;D Gotta go pack my bag one last time lest i forget something:X *touch wood! hahas..
nightey:)
hahas, back after a whirl of events happened... Yes, I was MIA for awhile because I didn't have the time to update. Actually to be frank, I was plain lazy. I kept procrastinating and delaying until night fell and i had to log out-.-
#1: KL Trip:
It was super fun:) *Lol didn't expect me to say that right? hahas. Because I guess of all the things that we did was like okay, and i got to know new people! Tinaes and Nelson. They are super nice, friendly and fun people to be with;) Lol they were staying in the room next to us in the hotel.. Hahas, glad to gotten know you guys :D
The hotel was alright. Very badly mantained though. I don't know if it was a fact or was it my nose. The minute I stepped into the hotel room there was this smell of damp carpet... gross-_-
Thanks Ms Pan for everything:) Haha for treating us to bowling... Waseh must be damn ex. 10 lanes wor... No joke sial. I think it must have burned a big hole in her berms. I feel bad that she had to pay for all of us. Ms Pan, want to punish yourself don't punish until like that leii, lol punish yourself in a better way next time bah. But thanks for your care and concern, plus everything you have done for guitar ensem:) In fact, it was her that made me un-homesick. Lol if it wasn't for her I think I would have freaked out day by day...
Went to ALOT of places. Bee Farm._. , KLCC, Mega Mall, Bound feet shoe shop thingum, guitar factory, Pure Life orphanage etc. I think playing for the orphans was something new to me. I really enjoyed playing for them. Their smiles and happiness melted my heart and I was so touched. For some reason, it dawned on me suddenly that we should all be thankful for what we have. Lol yeah i was like so touched by how a simple thing like playing percussion instruments could make them happy.
Won't go into too much detail, Lol otherwise you'd be damn sian reading... Don't wanna make my blog and unpleasant place. Heh, but overall suddenly I don't know why when I came back I had post-trip blues. o_O its liike suddenly the environment around me was so quiet and still. Lol not used to it. But I got out of it the next day when I woke up. Hahas.
#2: Mr Leong's Wedding:
Wow, it was super super different from what I had expected. Lol the church wasn't even half filled! I expected a congregation to turn up. Lol i guess the rest were invited for the dinner... Hahas. Glad to meet all my 2E1 classmates again:) Although only half of the class turned up-.-
It was the usual christian weddings you'd see bah. Sermon, Worship, Solemnization, unveling the bride and doing the necessary (like what the reverand said yesterday lol), signing the wedding certs and finishing off with photo taking.
They kissing that time, WAHHHH so 甜蜜 wor! I was like 喔喔! 真的是天生一對! They were fated mans. Then suddenly a random thought came to my mind. Mr Leong is chubby. Zhixin (his wife) is also chubby. Imagine they have a baby. Oh mans I think can pinch his cheeks until saggy already lor! I can imagine how chubby its gonna be. Lol okay that was so random._.
Mr Leong didn't wear his specs. He wore contacts that day and i couldn't recognise him. Lol he looked even more 孩子... its like if i didn't know him i would think its some JC student getting married. Look damn different neh.. And the wedding pics were super nice:)
Some of them kept asking why mr leong seemed so tall yesterday. They were like saying "is it because of his suit ar?", "cos he wearing nice nice today mah"... And I was like No Lah! Please, its because his wife is shorter than him. That's why.
#3: Sunday School:
My turn to teach the lesson this week. Was quite okay until halfway through when _____ stole something from Elnathan. I was super shocked. I was like oh mans, why did he steal? Then for some reason after that I didn't have the mood to continue the lesson anymore. I was like thinking: So young already know how to steal, what happens if he grows up? But nah, i am sure he still can be corrected at this age bah. Wanted to talk to him personally after class but I think he got scared and ran off after that.
I was super shocked lorrrrrrrrrrrrr... Can't imagine he did such a thing. Anyways, I will just let it go this time bah. Next time I will call his parents already.
After church went for cell. Shu Li led word today. Lunched and discussed about the christmas party plan after that... Trained my way to Heeren to meet my parents because I wanted to buy some stuff... Hahas, guess what I bought? Hehe:)
Okay, gtg now... bye:)
Ooh Lol surprisingly I managed to find some time to post today... Lucky you. (haha, jk).
Nothing much to post... more or less done with the packing already.. now i needa find someone who can help me return my library book which is due like erm.. tomorrow. Grr, should I have known I wouldn't have borrowed. Add so much burden.
Gonna bring my sunday school stuff to KL to plan there. If not this sunday I am doomed. Nothing to teach. Lol, better do it fast. Also needa plan my taiwan trip. GAHHHH so much things to do yet so little time. Lord, can you grant us more time please? If you need to take some back sure, take the times off from wednesday to friday, tuesdays and thursdays at 9-12 pm where I have my guitar practices. Both of us benefit greatly:D
Oh and I forgot to let ya'll read my testimony. Hahas, yes! This christmas I would be baptised. My baptism name is ____. Lol its a mystery. Find out yourself. Its the 26th book in the bible i think and its meaning is "God's Warrior". hahas, can find out? Oh wells, answer will be revealed on christmas day:)
Ps Veron said it was too long-.- So I edited it anyways. I cut down alot of words alr:
I was born into a Christian family but I only started attending church when Aunty Grace brought me to AMKPC (Sunday School). It was then that I accepted Christ into my life because I felt very sorry for my sins and I wanted to have a savior to redeem me from sins and guide me along.
I was active in church until I stopped attending for awhile due to certain reasons. My mum then brought me over to her church to encourage me to attend church again but things got worse for me there. I dreaded attending church every Sunday, till the extent I would even attend church just for the sake of attending. I even remembered crying on the first day of Sunday school! At that point of time I realized that everything seemed so bleak, empty and meaningless for me. I was lost; I needed to get back on my two feet again and regain my lost faith in the Lord. Hence I decided that after my PSLE examinations in 2006, I would go back to AMKPC and live my life anew as how a Christian should be.
Along the journey of seeking lost faith during my secondary one days, I tried to accomplish these tasks of becoming a God-centered and spiritually fed person. But it didn’t go as how I expected it to be, as I was greatly taken aback by my mood swings and emotional hijacks. I couldn’t control my emotions as easily. These often led to me doing things to hurt myself both emotionally and physically, thus not only affecting the love ones around me, but also and most importantly drifting further and further away from God. I was again, lost and helpless spiritually – this time to a greater degree. I really needed someone to be there for me, someone who could be a friend to listen to me cry, to listen to me pour out my sorrows, and to be with me wherever I am and to remove the fear in me. Time passed. I personally felt that my emotional problems were misleading to a lot of things and creating more problems for me. I sought help from my leaders and they advised me to pray and reflect. Soon, I gradually grew to know that person was actually God! All this while he was just right beside me; holding me, supporting me, giving me strength, encouraging me to hang on and that there is nothing to fear. It was just that I didn’t realize it myself.
After this experience, I learnt to commit myself; surrender myself to him and to know that so long as he is there, I need not be afraid because I know he will be there to tide through any rough patches with me, and not let me suffer by myself. Like Joshua 1:9 says – “Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go”. I felt redeemed and relieved – to know that Jesus is always and forever with me!
So many things have happened in my life – the most important was the fact that I managed to see God’s working wonders in my life. I am really thankful that he has saved me and redeemed me. Hence, I decided to commit myself to him through baptism this Christmas and be a more God-centered Christian :)
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Okay I don't really know if its too holy, not holy, right or wrong so far, but Ps Veronica said its fine. lol that should be okay bah. heheheh.
Oh mans, I can't wait! December going to korea again! 안녕하셔요! 제이름은수용입니다! Lol so random. But I needa do well! Pass the E1 test and I should be able to speak some simple korean already. Awww mans, if I don't pass I am so gonna freak out. Like 500 dollars down the drain. I think in the class I am the weakest amongst all... Sian lor, like that gg liao. Oh wells, just hope I pass can ler. hahas.
alright i think I am gonna sign out now... Before that, Its Bert's birthday today.
Went to have a haircut over the weekend. Well I wont say haircut, just trim a little here and there, thin it... And when grace said I should get a haircut, lol she got even more shocked when i told here i already cut abit... And Eunice was like "eeyer, your hair like girl's hair leii"
Anyways, I will be with guitar to go on a holiday this wednesday to friday night. Won't be able to post by then. Tomorrow have guitar + Korean Class... Cant' find the time to post. Lol i have to report to the circus at 6 am in the morning... Means that I have to wake up at 5 am... ARGH this is crazyyyyyy... But its just 3 days, Ian you can do it!
My mum thinks I am over reacting over this trip... Like please lor, I am jus stating the facts that I am really going for a ____ luh. @#$%. But next year Ms Pan is appealing for us to go to Japan! Oh yeah, hahas. that's more of a holiday I guess... Can't wait to get it over and done with. Then wooo! Its off to taeman (taiwan) baby! :)
Just finished watching this Hong Kong drama. Its super good lors. Lol i havent watch a cantonese drama in ages now... And this show is really good. It talks about this family where the husband left the wife for another lady and the whole family of 6 children has to be seperated. So 3 goes to the father, 3 stays with the mother. And because of that, the whole family is seperated and then "things" happen and __________. (won't say anymore. You guys go watch the show yourselves and you'd know what happen! HEHE!). The show is called "溏心風暴之家好月圓". I was so siao over this show I actually chased the last 7 episodes today... My backside is gonna ache so badly now. So is my back. heheheh. but its alright, at least i finished the show... its very good neh! MUST WATCH:D
After watching this show eh my cantonese has some improvement lei. Lolol so random. but its a fact. u watch cantonese dramas your cantonese will naturally be better. hahaha, oh mans. i can't stop thinking about this show. too nice already. now that is over, i feel like no show to watch like that hahas..
Okays then, got to go and pack for my guitar trip now... Be back to update this friday! I am sup. excited for Mr Leong's wedding... Its gonna be quite interesting... Haha to see your own form teacher getting married. So I will know how steph's students felt when she got married with Jian Sheng. Haha
Bye!
yo peeps:D
hahas. okay that was random... woo havent been blogging for almost a week now... sigh, i have been so damn busy and sick the past few days i didn't manage to find the time nor did I have the energy to blog. Lol I am feeling much better now, that's why I decided to come back to this world and give you your dose of Ian Lim. Lol okay I was just kidding:)
101108; Monday:
Went over to Marc's to do the movie shooting thingum. Lol we didn't know what to shoot until we decided to shoot a tribute video to mr leong, but we relaised that as we shot, so many cock ups and stuff, we felt we rather jus do something simpler. hahas. it was fun though(:
111108; Tuesday:
Went for my asthma check up at KK. On the way there at the train in ang mo kio stn, there was this kiasu lady. the train just arrived. the doors barely opened and she was like squeezing her way through and like elbowing her way like as if i am invisible. When she walked past I told her "Need to be so gan jiong rite? Its not that the train will leave without you luh." She didn't hear it though.. But I missed guitar! Oh yeah, thanks lots KK! You saved me;)
121108; Wednesday:
Went to meet up with JP, Dyl, Marc J and YK again. Went to sentosa over for lunch and hang out at the beach. Went to vivo to buy some candy after that. Train-ed to Heeren to get my tie for Mr Leong's wedding and my baptism. Lol then trained back to PS and look for a wedding gift for Mr Leong. We wanted a couple ring at first, but we realised that we dunno his ring size, and moreover its very ex. Burn a big big hole in our pockets. Dyl suggested going upstairs to More than words to find a gift. Lol halfway we passed by this shop selling sex games like "oral sex game" etc. We jokingly wanted to buy that for Mr Leong so that it could come in handy for his nuptial night. Lolol OKAY wont go too much into detail. The 5 of us settled for jelly beans and a couple handphone pouch in the end:) hahas. On the way back i bumped into Peter. Lol so 巧 hou. :)
trained and bus-ed home after that:)
131108; Thursday:
Fell terribly sick. Didint' go for Korean class again. =.= sianz, feel so 唔舍得 every lesson missed could mean -5 marks from exam. ROAR. Stoned at home and did nothing T.T
141108; Friday:
Today was hell I tell you, i couldn't tahan the 3 bloddy hours of guitar. I was late by a mere 3 mins and I got punished. Then this Ryan always dee siao me, purposely pick on me for no apparent reason. You think pciking on me is fun is it? Its because you are the president i give you face, i dont wanna be discriminated by any teachers either. you are damn lucky okay. anyways who cares, whatever wrong you do is right, and whatever we do regardless wrong or right is also wrong. so what is your problem? why you like to "bully" me huh? Damn fun is it? Nevermind, I 認 with you awhile more. You wanna play right? Come, 讓我來陪你玩吧!
so angry today. thanks to him he ruined my day. !@#$%^&*
can you believe i could actually wake up for church today? hahas.
If not i'd feel super guilty again. got my new material. 4.50 hahas. hmm okay that's random. lunched with grace, ming hui, alvin, peter, micah, bryan and tan jiahui. okay this was super weird. grace kept telling me tan jiahui is half myanmar-ese half chinese. I think she's talking nonsense again. Please la, he doesn't look like one lor. Lolols nevermind, i started telling the birthdays and then jiahui so shocked i knew his. i was like errr... all along i knew it what? lol what's there to be surprised? anyways, today was super super wild i tell you. it was so funny at lunch. grace liked composing songs, i enjoy writing lyrics (thats my dumb dream). hence we both can work together HAHAHA! okay that's dumb._.
tomorrow i am gonna go over to marc's to shoot the thing lolol. i think its gonna be wild? hahas. gah, finally you guys can get to see a short post today huh. hahas, nothing much to talk about anyways. i am just randoming away and typing what comes to my mind. Lol.
Okay thens, i am gonna disconnect from this cruel world now and go back to my nest to sleep. nightes;)
I am still sick-.-
my flu hasn't gone away... roar! its so pissifying luhs~ and even though i took panadol, it didn't work. so i can just say panadol somehow doesn't work for me. don't bother hiring me to be your ambassador mr panadol. Your product doesn't work.
Oh wells, thanks to the flu of mine i cannot go for guitar (shouts in joy). moreover, next week i am having asthma check up at KK hospital. Lol means 2 practices in a row that i miss! WOOO!~ But of course, this means its gonna be more hell for me becuase i would have to do some serious catching up.
Stayed and rot at home the whole day today. Decided to come up with ideas for our group (iJeymad) logo. Came up with this in the end. Actually it was supposed to be a draft i'd propose to the group. But Jean Peng and Marc liked it so I guess more or less we'll use this unless yanny or dyl has something to add:
is it nice? hehe:P oh wells, there is always room for improvement. And if you guys don't know wad iJeymad means, it is literally our names combined. Ian, Jean, Yan, Marc, Dyl. Hahas. Cool heh.
Then since so free right? Nevermind, got more thing to edit one. hahas how about this? Art of randomness:
this is like super random. hahas, hmm can i say it reflects about me? heh xD I love picnik! its imba i tell you. They can have all sorts of things that satisfy your editing needs. hohos. Talking about imbas, i think the imbas of all imbas are japanese. Is there anything that they can't do? really kudos to them mans! They are like the best ppl i ever seen in my life. I was like thinking oh my gawd how can god create such fine people. Wells, he is the mighty god. he can create anything:)) hehe. But yea. Yesterday night I was watching I survived a japanese game show. Lol it was sooooo funny i tell you. I can't stop laughing at the silliness of the show. Oh mans, I so wish now that i am in japan luh. Lol to have those jap names (you know, the 4-5 chinese character like 古屋敬多 or 中土居宏宜). Yea oh mans Japs you rule! And i was like telling my mum that time. What if japs are still in rule? i think it'll be so cool. i will be typing this post in 日本語. HAHA! But of course, that's fat hope._.
2 new albums are out. And I am dying to get them soon.
#1: 超級喜歡 / 卓文萱
yes! Its her new album! OMG you guys must listen to her 愛的城堡. its super super nice lor! I am so happy the wait is already over. Her new album! Her new album! hahas. omg i am so high now. listening to her album while typing this post out and its my __th time listening to 愛的城堡. hahas. okay talk less, listen more. yes-愛的城堡!
#2: So What / 周定緯
the wait for his album (or EP) was even longer than waiting for genie's. Thank god I can finally listen to this now, or else I keep rewinding the 我不會唱歌... its getting real boring to listen to that song already. hahas. yup! GO JUDY! Hehe:P He is the one i support the most in 超級星光大道. Nice voice i think he has:) His new song-寂寞包廂. Enjoy:)
hohos. cant wait for taiwan! then i will get it. unless i really cant stand waiting any further i will hit the nearest CD store and get it this weekend. hahas.
okay then, got to go bed now. nightey(:
Shu Li sent me an sms on monday. It said:
當我收不到你的簡訊時, 我曾想過自殺... 我嘗試用快熟麵上吊, 用豆腐砸頭, 用棉花割脈, 騎腳車撞樹葉, 狂喝維他精, 帶降落傘跳樓... 你看我多麼重視你!
for those who don't understand, it means:
when i don't recieve your messages, i would think of killing myself... i tried using instant noodles as ropes to hang myself, use tofu and hammer my head, use cotton wool and cut my arteries, ride a bicycle and hit it against fallen leaves, drown my sorrows in vitagen and even bring a parachute with me when i jump off a building... look at how much you mean to me!
hahaha! super funny rite? who brings a parachute to kill him/herself? hahaha.
oh wells. during guitar prac on tuesday * SR was super _______. she really needs to buck up on her english mans. "please be puncture on friday", "seniors see ms pang", "peractice your scores to fehmiliarize yourselfs" etc... What wonderful english. I couldn't help laughing. It was just too funny. I hope she comes up tomorrow again and says more funny things. Eh she can be Ms *'s best friend. Lol both teach maths and their english level is also the same. Haha! XD Okay won't say too much about it already. My mouth is zipped :X
sians, tmr got guitar again. I didn't practice so far... gone case. Lol, i hope seriously tmr practical test will pass. thats all i ask! hahas.
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Back to update:)
came down with a bad case of flu and sore throat, yet i still "feasted" on marshmallows._. my voice is slowly fading away already. Gah, shouldn't have eaten those marshys. Made me throat feel so irritated and dry now.
On top of that, I've got a terrible and splititng headache which is driving me nuts. I took panadol already, the pain went off. But i think it missed me too much thats why it decided to come back to me.
Hahaha, stupid video of woi hong i stumbled across. Notices what he says at 0:30 about * Liew f***ing b****rd. Its so random lah! (sorry for the use of vulgarities here, i censured it as best as i could. besides it wasn't me who said it. Chiew WH did.)
okay thens, see ya tmr. got to go now.. bye:D
Been exploring lots of photo editing sites today.. came up with these..
Photofunia edited pics:
http://www.photofunia.com/
http://www.picnik.com/
i personally prefer the ones edited by picnik because of the range of things you can do! haha, i will edit more to show you guys in time to come. stay tuned! :D
Gah, i find holidays a bore nowadays because of the stupid guitar. Dang it mans, thanks to them I cannot enjoy my holidays. Sigh, guitar does not do anything good, it just damages and interferes in my life lah. Why need so many practices for what sial? Jus cancel the KL trip cans? Si buay fed up, everytime go over the time limit. Think we so free der meh? ***RANNTTTT***
Okays I am done ranting about that. Move on, lol. Taiwan trip is in 3 weeks. Haven't done anything yet. Lol will do so soon. Mr Leong's wedding 2.5 weeks time, need to look for an outfit and a tie.
FAHRENHEIT'S AUTOGRAPH SESSION-5 PM @ IMM (16 NOV): I NEED SOMEONE TO GO WITH ME! WHO WHO WHO?? PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU INTERESTED TO GO, IF NOT I HAVE TO BE SUPER PATHETIC TO DRAG MY PARENTS TO GO WITH ME....
yup, that's all for now;)
I'm back from a whole day of going out. *lets out a big sigh.
So tired now. Went to Bras Basah to get my 手冊 and my D&T textbook. Was so heavy and expensive. Lol 27 dollars plus? Oh my 天 its really daylight robbery mans.
Went to Toa Payoh. Walked around aimlessly there for awhile. Went to dhoby to check out my guitar tuner and metronome before going to J8 to really buy it. Lol.
Got a new cardigan today* finally.
Home-ed. Very tired now, going to k.o. already. hahas. got tagged by ryan to do a quiz:
^ snobbish attitude, irritating character, thinks he/she is a know-it-all but actually he/she is just saying that for self-esteem purposes, spoilt brats.
o2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
^ Listening to music; Blogging.
o3. What kind of news do you read?
^ Strictly entertainment news. Other news bore me thus usually when I find out a piece of news that actually happened quite long ago, I am known as "晚報", because I really got 報-ed really 晚.
o4. What is your ultimate wish?
^ have a taiwanese/korean/japanese and a fahrenheit fanatic friend;)^ Lots of CDs. x33
o5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
^ nope.
o6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
^ maybe? not sure. what a dumb question to ask._.
o7. Are you afraid of pain?
^ to a certain extent. simply, yes.
o8. What do you feel like doing right now?
^ trying out that new camera.
o9. If theres someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
^ hell no. I will screw things up really bad.
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
^ kind
^ always willing to help me in chem :D
^ funny
11. What is your 5 most passionate thing at this moment.
^ nice haircut (with long hair).
^ friends.
^ learning japanese/korean.
^ going to japan.
^ having a person to go with me to FRH's concert.
12. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
^ chocolates.
13. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
^ happy of course:) money can't buy thou happiness.
14. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
^ everypart, let me count hmm...
15. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
^ err teaching? engineering?
16. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
^ random-ness in me?
17. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
^ my friends(:
18. Why my mood will change very fast?
^ people irritating me or agitating me or when i am stressed.
19. I'm tagging
not sure who, but well its worth the try.
^ Eunice
^ Kimberly
^ Sheng Quan
^ Jordan Chow
^ Nicholas Lim
^ Bertram
^ Jeremy Ow